I can't contain myself.

In less than 24 hours me and my 3 other besties will be tearing this place up. I haven't been able to concentrate all day. All I can think about are corn dogs and churros....

Day 1

I haven't written a post since I graduated from college apparently. Quite a bit has happened since then but that's ok. No need to try and catch up on all the details. I will just start here. Today is my birthday. It was quite an interesting birthday but it ended well. More importantly, today is the first day of many that Blaine is out at field camp. Do I miss him already? Yes. Will I survive? Not sure yet. I figure I can write about what I do while he is gone on here so he can read it after and see that I didn't just lay around the entire time. Although, I can't say that that won't happen at some point in time. Either way....I miss him lots already. I'll probably just look at some wedding pictures to take my mind off of it ;)

holy moly

i was just looking at my calendar and writing down some important dates when it hit me. holy smokes. i am so close to being done with my college career. WHAT!?!!? where did the time go?? im not ready. put on the brakes people. cmon. im like 12 years old. im not old enough for this kind of responsibility. i feel like the stats for an average college student these days is just to get a mediocre job that doesn't even have anything to do with what they studied in college. i do not want that to be me. scratch that. i can't let that be me. i want to do something with my life. i dont want to wait for something awesome to happen. what i will do??? i have no idea. but i definitely have some ideas. i just need to come up with the money....which is a whole different story.


 until then.....i think there are like 43 days left of school. i will do my best to make the most of it by attending one of my favorite events tonight: 80's dancing. i shall leave with one of my favorites that they play...:]

what a terrible music video

i cant help myself

funny

story of my life

ummmmmm so true. 

i want to soooo badly

i just might shave part of my head.......best idea or worst idea? i already know the answer...but i might do it anyway.

sisters

i've been thinking a lot lately about different things. one thing that has really stuck out to me has been how awesome my sisters are. i don't know if they understand how much i care about them. i have always looked up to them so much and wanted to do everything just like them. there have been so many times when they have been there for me and helped me along and im so thankful for that. i couldn't have asked for any better sisters. not only do they take care of me like a mother would but they are also like my best friends. i hope one day i can be just like them and do all of the cool things they have done. i really look up to each one for such different and awesome things. Nikki for how giving and selfless she is. Noelle for how free spirited and creative she is. And Bre for how trustworthy and non-judgmental she is. I just hope they know how much they mean to me and how i hope that i am as good of a sister to them as they are to me. 

p.s. i have this picture hanging up next to my bed :]